:'(

What did I do? When did it go wrong? Why can't everything goes smoothly?
I just got a few things sorted out then something else fell apart, something that I thought was solid as steel, couldn't be taken down by anything but I was proven wrong, completely wrong.
I could clearly see when the crack started to appear and I do remember it like it was yesterday, tried my best to conceal it but eventually it broke down into tiny little pieces.
Please don't let it ended up like this
I never really ask for much, but I do need a miracle right now
......
please? 
:'(