It's getting harder and harder to deal with people nowadays. There are those who you initially thought were friends material but then after awhile the mask they wore starting to shed and therefore showing their true colors which is, sadly, not pretty. Then there are those who you can relate to very well but sometimes they just get on your nerves because of their enourmous ego. And finally there are those who just rub you the wrong way. I dont get it, up until this point, all I try to do is simply doing "the right thing". All I try to be is a good friend, even if that means I have to sacrifice my precious time of sleep just to keep them company, or if I have to put my assignments on hold because they need a hand, or if I have to do something I actually dont have to just because they simply want me to.For every single thing I did I dont expect much in return, although I'll be more than happy if they could probably return the favor for once.
I was there, prevent them from unbearable loneliness. Tried so hard to make them laugh and forget about whatever they're facing for a moment. They were here, when I need someone to share a laugh with. But when loneliness got the best of me.. when I actually need them the most, nobody's there. It's always hard when you feel too attached to someone. Especially when you feel like you couldnt live without that person and then you eventually found out that person can live without you. I hate you, lonely feeling, but I guess I have to get use to you, come knocking on my door every now and then.
To balance things out I've got a few things to be thankful of. First one is my brand new blackberryyy who is 2 weeks and 3 days old as of today aaa berasa lngsung jadi manusia abad 21 stelah gnti bb ahay and then the fact that my bff also get one only 2 weeks after I got mine is also exciting and completely unexpected. That was a pretty sweet surprise indeed. And then the fact that I recently get to know someone with similiar way of thinking as mine is also worth mentioning here. We're like into the exact same things such as fashion, travelling, and stuff which is super awesomeeeee.. We could just talk for hours and still havent run out of things to talk about. And despite all of that, overall everything goes by rather smoothly, well not super smooth but at least I could handle everything that comes my way so far and for that I thank You Lord for looking after me every second of every minute of every hour of everyday.
